For purple mountains magesties

This picture may not look like much to you. May be a perfect setting for a post card, or a natural piece of history. But this is my home, and believe it or not I'm gonna miss it. These purple mountains which look rather blue to me are a perfect view of comfort for me every day. I'm not gonna miss the bitter cold air but I will miss the aspen leaves that dance when the wind blows against them. I won't miss these stupid drivers who make there own rules down academy and Palmer park. I will miss tejon and it's smell of liquor and sounds of laughter.

Everyone keeps asking "so are you excited" well of course is my answer. But the reality is I never thought I would miss the 719. I remember being a young teenager this town was a downer for me. I wanted the bright lights big city feeling. It's strange but now that I'm getting ready to enter a city ooozing with lights, entertainment, and a large popularity.... I'm freaking out!!!! I have always been a very confident person, I make friends easily I'm an extrovert. I may not have a 4.0 but I excel in common sense which is a character trait I know I'm gonna need on this trip. Unfortunately any time I here or think about this adventure my sweaty palms clutch the side of my palms and I get this feeling of a tight chest about to burst.

So moving on enough about me, I know there are some worries if I have told the "crush" I'm leaving ........ nope. Still not sure how to come up  with the words yet. Truth is I'm afraid of that too. I'm sure all these feelings will fade apart and the words will come, I'm just hoping soon things happen soon.